Thinkng back on my winter break only one thing sticks out to me. As mmuch as I don't want to talk about it, I can't make my mind focus on anything other then what happen. So with out going into too much detail, I shall tell you all about the awful thing that still keeps me up at night.
Christmas Eve, around 6 in the morning, an extended family memeber of mine died. His death was tragic and highly unexpected. Needless to say my Christmas was not that pleasant. Although, at times through out the day I let the Christmas spirit get to me, and I actually enjoyed myself.
Attending his wake and funeral was one of the hardest things of my life. Hearing his mother, better yet his grandmother mourn his death broke me. As hard as I tried and still try to keep my composure, his death weighs heavy on my heart. I only hope that he forever rests in peace, and that his mother and brother remain strong and get through his death together.
J12
I'm so sorry to year about your loss its very sad and i can only begin to imagine the pain you're going through and hope everyday get a little bit easier
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So sorry about your loss. Losing someone, especially near a holiday isn't an easy thing. Someone I knew died a few days after Thanksgiving and I couldn't even believe that he's gone.
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